So… last week sucked for the whole weight loss thing. I supposed a half pound less is a small step in the right direction, but seeing as I barely did anything to further my goal, I suppose it is to be expected. I lack motivation. I want to lose weight SO badly, but have absolutely no motivation to do so. Actually, it’s not even so much that I want to lose weight, but I want to feel good. I don’t feel good right now. I look at myself and think…. ugh. I want to be proud of the way I look. I want to be in shape. I just don’t…

That’s how much I weigh at this very minute. 147.0 lbs. I have decided, as one of my goals for 2007, to try and get down to 135.0 lbs within the next few months. It’s still in my healthy weight range, and I think it’s doable. So every Monday I will track my progress and hopefully will be able to shed the pounds over the next little while. I went for a run today, for the first time in a long time. We have a b-e-a-uuutiful park near us and believe it or not, I’ve always been too nervous to go in there by myself. When we moved here I…