I sometimes forget the very public nature of my blog, and sometimes I’m upset and write things that are out of my mind and heart the minute they are written. It’s just venting, and as this is my “journal” I don’t know where else to turn to do it. I’d rather not pour it all out on my husband until after I’ve cooled off, and so a lot of my raw anger, emotions, fears and insecurities come out here. However, I sometimes forget that my venting is read by 09482039482 people (I actually have no idea as to how many regular readers I have) and I know I should be more careful about how I write and portray things and people. A lot of the time I sometimes forget that the people that make appearances in my blog might be reading it as well. So if I’ve ever written something that made you uncomfortable (or if you’d prefer I not include you in my blog at all) please let me know and I’ll do what I can to fix it.
I sometimes think that maybe I should just make it a private space, but then at the same time I love the feedback I get, and I love that it’s a way for people to know what’s going on in my life. So, I guess this is a disclaimer/apology for things written in the past. I really enjoy writing in here, but I’ll try harder to focus it on more positive things and complain less about things that really don’t even matter in the grand scheme of things. Just know that sometimes I just vent because I’m frustrated and it is in no way a real reflection of how I feel about any given person/situation. Deal?