I sometimes forget the very public nature of my blog, and sometimes I’m upset and write things that are out of my mind and heart the minute they are written. It’s just venting, and as this is my “journal” I don’t know where else to turn to do it. I’d rather not pour it all out on my husband until after I’ve cooled off, and so a lot of my raw anger, emotions, fears and insecurities come out here. However, I sometimes forget that my venting is read by 09482039482 people (I actually have no idea as to how many regular readers I have) and I know I should be…